LOVES DIVINE(MY PERCEPTION)

Creating dreams of desire has been the recent aim of my
indwelling passions,That consumes these streaks of eternal
separation and links me to those obvious golden years
that were a part of this glorious lifetime.
It really fits into my dream. Let us come on my topic.

“Love” The most disgusting and disrespectful word in modern time .In today’s world this word has lost its meaning and existence. It has been repeated so much with baseless meaning that the interpretation of it became the symbol of selfishness. People become habituated to take help of this, as if it is chimerical word. Love has no relation with the modern feeling of selfishness. It is not also a business which has the base of exchanging the commodity.

We are responsible for the aggravating the spirit of it .Specially media (Film,News,TV-Serials etc ) is the root cause for to degrade the meaning .In film 3 hours is sufficient to make love. All places you will find, making of love .This making of love is like the production of commodity from a factory.

Today love with you, tomorrow love with others. It is so delicate in meaning that people used to call it, making of love .It is not love but love (loaves, greediness).Love has been so much aggravated that it seems shameful to even pronounce the word.

But all know we are living in physical world .Here absolute has no existence. All things are assumed to be relative .All things are named. Without name, it seems as if, it has no relationship with human being .We used to define each and every thing that affects us around. Even those which are not to be coined with name are also got defined. I believe there is something rather most important things in life which are indefinable .Feelings and emotion are those. Love is one of them which had coined to feel the meaning and essence of spirit of it. It is described to understand the perspicacity of divinity. I heard someone was telling the meaning of “LOVE”-

L-Lake of Sorrow

O-Ocean of Tears

V-Valley of Death

E-End of Life

I don’t know how much perfect is this definition.

“Love” is not making, it is happening .It is so much pristine and divine, that process in complete silence, absolute zero. It can’t be defined in word, speech, relationship; it is spiritual feeling that can only be felt with soul. Every divine event is happening in silence where there is surge of energy confluence of eternal soul.

It might be one sided or mutual love but the meaning for each one is same .Love doesn’t wish to take anything; it wants to give without any imbedded expectation. Even, if required it can vanish itself to fulfill the wish of whom it loves.

It is giving but not taking. Giving persons elevates him immediately by sharing the joy experienced by the receiver .Lover find the joy and happiness, in counterpart’s joy and happiness .Lovers always tends to shower till they reach to an apogee and complete into one. Two physical bodies but one soul.

When anybody is being ingrained with love, other can feel the fragrance of it through his activity, behavior .It is so beautiful that elevates a normal human being to whisper with divine. Very softer, easy-going, propelling to go in complete silence are some attributes. When this level could be achieved .you would behave very simple, more relax with high sensitiveness and spirit. One can feel the complete gentleness and glimmering ray glowing at heart. And person starts becoming more sangfroid .Thoughts are becoming more profound and result is the simplicity of character. At the same time person can feel somnolence that helps him to go into the inner soul and enjoy the life completely detached from outer world .Person start approaching the inner domain and the result is the complete understanding.

But practical world is completely different from the ideal one .Here love is not touched into the soul rather it is so much superficial that creates a lot of problems like stress ,tension, quarrel, divorce and suicide .It is not the bad outcomes but the superficiality of “making love”. If one understands it completely or partially, would not suffer with such problems that is for sure. Since going into such a depth is not usually possible but even if it has felt partially, would be the metamorphism of mankind, new mankind with full of energy, full of concentration, focused in life with sound full mind would be evolved. And that results in prosperity, an advancement of standard of living and enjoyment of precious life.

Lovers can only understand the “love”, the feeling of “love”, and at least they should respect equally for other feelings as well.

Whether it is one sided or mutual love ,it is already mentioned that ,the spirit of it can’t be underestimated .Where there is mutual love and any third person start loving one of them ,as usually happens ,in those circumstances ,it is the responsibility of mutual lovers to regard the third person and try to understand the feeling but at the same time third person should also pay honor for them. And if there is interference between those, then it is not love rather a completely bogus playing for love making.

I have observed that always Society is the major obstacle in the way of “divine love”. Why is it so? Well, there are several reasons .First reason might be the narrow-mind thinking .Second reason that they are not having any sense of love. Third reason is that when there is group decision of society, it is always lacking of sense and sensibility.

Did you notice that crowd always do nefarious act and take wrong decision because in such a case individual face doesn’t come in light and so the people do not hesitate to take wrong decision? Society is also a crowd if it not advanced in thinking. And last but important reason might be that society is so insecure and baseless, if they will let it happen, the whole norm and disciplines of it crumble down .But I don’t believe this, what is your opinion?

And my experience perceived that love is completely imaginary.

LINES OF MIND [AN OBSERVATION]

Don’t read it, but realize it.
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I studied somewhere, there is the law of “Nishkama Karma” it says that,
For every action in which there is no embedded expectation, there is a reaction that is far greater than the action and this comes from a source other than that which is being acted upon.
It is almost like Newton’s third law of motion with slight modification. It can be proved experientially, not caring about the world what they say, if possible.

Big things are hidden amidst very little ones. We are all rushing to do big things in life, often forgetting that the biggest have their bases in the very small. Very small doesn’t imply small in size but the basic and subtle. The root of all basics lies in the philosophy .The philosophy which is the root of all great invention, some of great philosopher are Sir Isaac Newton, Albert Einstein, Galileo Galilei,LeibnizDescartes,Osho Rajneesh. In this modern era, very little importance is being given to our philosophy.

I used to watch Ramayana and Mahabharata, the great epic of human history, since childhood. One thing conspicuously gazed my attention during that time, all the Gods and Goddesses are having a glowing circle behind the head .It was really strange and mysterious for me to get the gist about that. Though all of us are human being but can’t it be possible to ingrained with such revolving glow, does it only exist for spiritual bodies?

One day I had devoted an ample amount of time but couldn’t find the relation with the spiritual bodies.
As the time passed, this bug had been occupied a fixed memory space in my mind.
Occasionally thinking about that glow, resulting in vibrates the inner soul. How will be researched it to give the contentful suggestion about it. Since crafting a suggestion or information requires a lot of thinking and research. And time is required for information to become Hypothesis.

What would be the way to dig the mystery? Is it possible with meditation?

I believe, it is possible with meditation though have no proofs to support it. There might be other possible ways also.

Did you observe that when you are closer with great people, they attract you like a magnet as something unknown is emanating from him but have no physical evidence? As if there is a strong Mind Field surrounded with us, applying a mysterious force of attraction. It can only be felt with our inner domain .Further sensitivity of response vary from person to person and also depends upon the people who are affecting you. It can be felt ideally when mind has been stilled through deep meditation. Meditation makes the human body extremely sensitive to response, even a diminutive pulse. Small changes in the system can be noticed through it. I heard that one day Swami Vivekananda was sleeping, suddenly got a stroke and waked up. Next day he heard news of a horrible accident. That much of sensitivity is necessary to grasp the impulse.

I described this background to understand that, there is something miraculous in and around our Mind (Brain) which is complete offering for human being given by Nature.

Mind is the strongest magnet, in my opinion, and has the enough potential to create the strongest field around it. It has infinite capacity to contain information; even it can contain the Whole Universe. Nobody has explored the whole mind in human history.
It is a complete package for Human Being.

If suppose for the time being there would be a new generation who are developed with such a strong Mind field . What would be the standard of technology and level of interaction among those? Can’t people use this field constructively .Is it possible? How can it be used?

It is our daily life, we are messaging, and making interaction on cell phone, surfing on internet etc .All is based on wave exchange. We have been observing since long back, the interaction and movement between magnet and iron, though have only intangible proofs. It is said that , invisible magnetic lines are interacting between them .All are proved facts.

At present people are interacting mostly with voices, eyes, electronic gadgets, and physical contact and through many more means. But what will happen if people start interacting with Lines of Mind .All of us are aware of Magnetic Field ,Electric Field ,Gravitational field and many more fields ,analogous with those, there is Mind Field and so invisible Lines of Mind are emanating radially outward from Human mind ,creating a surrounding of force field , making possible to interact and understand the inner sense and feelings. Though physical parts of body aiding with this field to make the interaction more effective and efficient.

If this exists, a new window will be opened for research. A completely pure and pristine science would be discovered that will act as a bridge between Spiritual and Physical realm. It is highly possible that one day will come when there would be a direct link between the Supernatural and Physical World. Though at present, Science has not reached up to those heights. And it is matter of petty importance for scientists till now.

How would it work?

Suppose if anybody wants to send any message to other ,one has to send the wave signal , preparing the right person for communication. Then, whatever we will think about someone or want to interact with ,without looking or physical contact ,would be made possible. As it would be wave interaction ,absolutely no physical contact.

As if nothing has happened, didn’t see anyone but message has been reached at the right place. How strange will be then ,when one thinks and delivers the message without letting know others .Just ponder about anyone , activate your field ,apply the potential and send the message secretly and silently.

God like Na… (Smile Please!)

Ekdum chupke se…..Ssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

But certainly it will arise tons of questions. Like how will recognize the right person to send the message, how will get the signal that someone wants to interact etc etc.
As at present, I have been exploring an ideal and specific experiment but it can be extended to complex one.

It is universal truth that whenever there is a great discovery, it comes with equally knotty complaint and censure.
Any way, nobody can prevent anything which wants to explode through some means.

A new physics would be included along with Nanotechnology, BioComputing, Quantum physics and Astrophysics. Complete revolution and new age to look beyond impossible. Moreover it can be advanced from mere a messaging to something more complex implementation. Certainly this Mind Physics would be a cynosure for world scientists .Continuation with that scientist would start researching about the Static Silence Observation.

Though I am researching on it, did one experiment, got some results but not yet satisfactory outcomes. Undoubtedly for me it is the most modern field of interest right now and want to devote my whole life on it , whatever are the outcomes.

I believe ---

Step into the unknown ,don’t be afraid.

Either you will find a solid ground or you will learn to fly.

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I know it is bogus and boring article for most of them but even if anyone realizes me, I would assume my passion is worthful. Your open criticism are valuable, if possible suggest me also.

Now I am feeling weariness, it is already 10:19 PM, going on bed.

See you at the same place in coming issue.

First Day in Erevmax

Disclaimer—
This Article is based on real happenings, amalgamated with some imaginary thoughts.
It doesn’t concern to anybody until and unless mentioned. Read in light mood not seriously, Please….(lol)

From Lalan’s Desk----

Today is 28th November 2007.I waked up at 3:30AM in the night as was feeling suffocation in that confined room. Swallowed some water, stopped the music system and sat on the bed. Thinking about myself, suddenly I recalled, Oh I have to write something for the employee magazine. Started thinking how to begin it, what should start with…
And I found something to say you about the four months incumbent period in this organization.

It was 29th July 2007 .I had stayed with my seniors who are working in IBM. Coincidently Jha Jee was already there in the same flat .Including both of us, there were six people in that 2BHK flat, really a very uncomfortable to accommodate but there was no space for options. We had fun and enjoyed the magnificent surroundings of Greenwood Park nearby the DLF IT Park. It was completely new experience to stay there, surrounded by skyscrapers .At that night we all chattered, laughed and had dinner together cooked by a very beautiful and pretty maid servant. I don’t know why bachelors are always attracted towards the maid servant, oh c’mon guys don’t take it otherwise, and we Kgpian have the dignity too. But she was really cooking tasty and delicious food.
After taking dinner, I have asked to my seniors to share the first day experience in IBM. They have simply told me that, well, one thing is pretty sure that they won’t leave you before 7PM.So hectic from first day, Oh God, No…

We used to sleep till 2 PM during day because of watching movies and stuff like that (What does mean by stuff like that???) till late night, such an irregular routine.
This is first day in the organization, completely new and still in the process of construction and decoration. I had reached in the office, half an hour before the scheduled time. Though all of 7 fresher were from KGP but had no interaction among us except with Jha Jee.As KGP is having more than 4000 students (roughly) and we came through different Entrance Examination.
Anyway we all were sitting in the office with gleaming face to hear something interesting and charming ,at the same time had fear ,how to face the HR and how to make an affable conversation with them .Well, time had come …
And a beautiful lady having sneaking smile on her face, has entered into the training venue (presently Confr Room C-1).After a few minutes later, one more beautiful and pretty lady. Oh God, All Bengali’s women are so beautiful .I decided at that very moment, I will certainly marry with Bengali.
Hey just kidding ….don’t take it as a bond…

Now the session started with same old and hackneyed funda, continuously inculcating us with the policy, culture, and norm of the company for more than one and half hours. In between we had introduced before them with our experience apart from academic achievements. Among us Anurag Agarwal was at the top boasting of, having the experience of managing a Boys Hostel as a Hall President. How I can forget to mention the one and only lovely and gorgeous lady in our batch Ms.Mousami Srivastava. All boys were very relaxed and glad having at least one beautiful lady in our team. Many of us were planning to chat with her as early as possible but she was looking very innocent and reticent, not interested in us.
Is she also committed??? Oh..This problem is always with Boys. Always society is the barricade in the path of probabilistic confluence. Can’t we break the rule and decorum of this society?
Wait guys, I am not against the society, but don’t following the deep-rooted traditions which are not going to be fruitful.
Well I have deviated from my path, come back at the same table .After a long lassitude conversation, we were feeling ennui, all were yawning. Momentarily I looked a footman having a tray with several cups of tea, got very excited but he had gone other way, Oh Nooo.…
What is this, not even a single cup of tea till this time but after a few minutes we had biscuits and coffee, many rounds. How can we forget the first lunch, really an average repast I had till that time. Before the order for lunch, HR people had asked to give the choice, the options were like this

With Ginger ... without Ginger
With Onion ... without Onion
With Garlic ... without Garlic
Veg ... ...Non-Veg

God knows what else…
We were looking at each other with famished appetite expecting a heavy and delicious lunch but sorry guys we can’t share anything about lunch.
Before and after the lunch we had pasteurized through several pompous sessions given by CIO,PM’s and Key people of organization .We had also shown interest for all of them and discussed several questions. Especially I was forefront of them to ask questions (not an encomium!) .I had also bugged with my Questionnaire, who likes to remove bugs.
(Guess Who???)
Lastly In the evening a gentle and innocent face was slowly moving towards training venue .She seems as if having intention to smile in front of us .Gently pushed the glass door, entered into the cabin and gently lifted up her eye-flap to say something. All were got excited and felt the energy of surroundings emanating from cosmos.
I was gazing unblinkingly at her glimmering face ….completely agog and vacuous .She was whispering something, I didn’t hear anything nor asked any question. I had been slowly sinking in my dream. Forgot everything around there, only thing I could remember, was her blinking eyes, how deeper was it, even deeper than ocean.

Watch out this place to see next sequel ---

Psychedelic Experience

The situation had already exacerbated with such a noisome act.Although it was not the way to skulk himself for wrongdoing. And the probabilistic outcome was not predicted beforehand.
Hey guys wait ...I will tell you the whole story...
That was the D-Day for me.I had come there to give her a gift.Though there were several watchmen but it was my legerdemain of look that made possible to place the gift at right desk .
That was not at all a precocious talent to undersatand the situation and was completely blind to do such a nefarious act.I was caught day after .Then autocrat of that company called
to vituperate me and started bombarding with their questionnaire.Two angry men who were like narrow-minded suddenly got the enough aplomb and started the voluble session asking with my Papa's background.What should I say about those ,they were simply full of hauteur and contumely.Initialy I was reticent to speak anything but the fact was clear all around.Their behaviour fomenetd me during that one hour hard time to take them on but my proclivity to remain sojourn during difficult time handled the situtaion beautifully and
gave the answers for all with a affable manner.They warned me to ostracize from that company if it happened again in future. Such a lackadaisical harassment in that crepuscular evening ,couldn't forget till now.Though my residence was not so far but sometime even short
distance seems wayworn walk. After that day all the colleagues started flouting me continuously
for some days .I had no bad intention to interfere with any one life but was simply an aesthete of smile.As I was precisely a philomath but how have I involved in such a maze is still to realize.
All inchoate dreams shattered in few moments. Later on when She was made known about me ,She used to gaze me with a beholden eyes.And I recieved the pulse of wave directly coming from her heart and soul.After then life goes on smoothly and solemnly........
I don't want to involve you in my circumlocution see another issue to know more...

My First Tryst

She is munificent but taciturn to express her feelings.
How I was thinking about her , completely fatuous.
My feeling was always obdurate to recondite.Although
I always tried to look her but it was nearly impossible
for me to make eye contact.She presciently knows whenever
we will meet, there will be a paroxysm.Such a tortuous
fluctuation in life that nobody can ever imagine.Always
thinking , exalting her ineluctable attribute.One day she
came to me and told "Hi Dear". I was thrilled to hear that ,
didn't speak to her anything.Unblinkingly looking at her
face.She offered her beutiful hand to shake with me ,I did
it as if it was happening unconditionally.My body was
getting enervate with her touch ,hearts was beating rapidly.
What a specious confluence of hearts.Both of us felt an
unaccountable maudlin ,that complement our friendship forever.
The cicumstances bind us with a perforce bond. What a facile
meeting......
Earlier there was a chagrin of humiliation in my mind but
all gone evanescent .Since both of us were in intransigent
mood for a conversation.Our metier of interests were different
at that time,working in different field to add
a copious value for the company to remain competitive in
this quotidian world.But thanks to God that we were
autodidact to make this event possible as if God would
have induced us with a juju.
Always there is a paucity if you are a haughty person.

There was a moment of stunned silence and then frenzied
applause, bellowing cheers, as the audience rose en masse
from their seats .Made a banal elocution , successful one.

Oh no..............I am too indolent to write more....
please forgive me........

DJ fall in Love

Don't Think High,Do Great.

Let us define some features that a human container is having.
It was the first day when I have joined the IIT Kharagpur as
a novice guy as far as college is concern.One girl was wandering
here and there to get attestation on some papers for registration.
I was just beside her standing ,doing necessary formalities.
She seems to be very jovial puerile kid.She came near to me
and said about her problem.I feel,she must be a gregarious
persona and having many of good friends.Although she was
erudite polyglot but preferably talking in HINDI.I was also much
comfortable with that.In one hour we became good friend.
The highest desideratum at that moment was attestion,I told
her to do self-attesttion.Fortunately,we were in same section-5.
Ishq ka parvan chadha aur.................... ,
we were making tryst with destiny.One day she was talking to
me but the glowing face was not as it was.I made several earnest
request to reveal the truth.But she remain silent.In the next
morning we met on the running track and I reiterate the same
issue ,initialy she refused but given consent to tell
the story on next day morning as we were late for morning class.
In next morning she started to tell the dour incongruous
secret of her life.13 Years before she used to be winsome
insouciant kid always throwing some PJ on somebody.Always
talking superfluously making fun with others, ascribed her
a perfect ersatz for fun.Such a adamant girl na.....
That is encumbrance for her parents to live there....hehehe...(lol)
Very insouciant for study but at the same time apposite stoic.
Her parents were in Nanital (North India), a riparian green landscape.
It was cool place salubrious for health,is reflected in her
glowing face ,I feel...His father was impecunious but his business
savvy made him a parvenu.
One day her father was coming home after watching a movie.She
was sleeping on back sit of car.Suddenly two gunman came in
front of her car and started firing till 13 rounds of fire.
She was looking at unblinkingly as if she has died before
him.There was tumultuous crowd surrounding her,trying to give
her solace.She controlled herself but lost her voice ,as
incident given her a deep impact in her mind a kind of
triskaidekaphobia.Since that incident took place
13 years before and it was 13th year after, reminding
that grusome nightmare.
She was weeping in front of me ,I gave her a backslap to remian calm.
Presently one eleemosynary institute belongs to her where
people are enjoying her father's asset but always dilatory
accomodation creates problem among them.
Anyway... I feel she is sedulous enough to edify herself to
come in this institute.Whenever I am looking at her
I lost myself, went to search some solace for her. We are
still friend and... good news is that in near future we
will become friend forever.

Main majakkkkkkkkkk nahin kar raha hoooonnnnnnnnnnnnn.
Purely A live story for KGPian going on .....

If you feel this blog is verbiage ...sorry for that
as it is not colloquial conversation...

My Intimate Friend

I was wandering in a brobdingnagian extant
verdant Jungle.We were also looking for some
comestible fruit.There was trepidation to happen
something miraculous.One whig friend from
America was also with me.It was torrid summer
day in that confined jungle.Both of us were bosom
and the cord of comity binds our relationship .
Though he was tyro as far as jungle meander is
concern but was numismatics.His sobriquet was
Robert so i was always teasing him ...Ohh
Robber.....hehe..hehe,a very genial friend
but avarice as it is normally with American.
Ahhh.....Forget it ......Jungle was spreading
the notion of Antidiluvian civilization.It was
nice meander and were enjoying the walk and talking
some rubbish tittle-tattle.That was the zeitgeist.
We were walking on foot and after spending 3 hours,
wanted to take a rest as we felt weariness by that
time.Though it was full of danger.We had lost the
grip over our consciousness and fall in deep sleep.
When I have opened my eyes there was horizon of
green leaves rubbing themselves in slow breeze.
The look was really spectacular and I was gazing
unblinkingly.Suddenly heard a aberrant raucous fire.
It has taken sec to grok that one bullet was inside
his head.I was thrilled to look at and he died.
I left behind him and inform the concern relative
about this heartbreaking incident.They have taken
him for final funeral.......Lost........
I lost one precious companion forever.Now whenever
i m thinking about this I feel a torpid shock and
listlessness.
Horrible dream na..........

Hey see another prolix blog shortly......

Incipient Illness

There was a poor man.He was getting a few rupees
as an emolument and something extra for midday repast.
He was nescience of that he must get
more.One day he came to know the exiguity of
his emolument.He planned to make a pugnacious
umbrage.He had several badinage with his colleague
each day so that no one can guess his tenebrous
intention. He was preparing for a seriatim thaumaturgy.
He learned plethora of tricks so that body remain
lissom.He got the right spot full of effulgence and
went a capacious large place .Someone was making a
susurrus sound there .Yes that was bivouac where one
person was objurgating to other for their
offense that has marked a dapple on his cheek.He saw
that person and thrown a glower to take revenge.They
also have one music system singing canorous song.He
attacked but reamin thrilled bcz already one of them has
taken position with his revolver.They looked on him
and assuage him to capitulate .That place was chthonic
as it is normally safe for Godfather.
This was the incipient illness of his mind.

The Kobold and The Musician

I saw a kobold that was propitious in the inclement weather .
And i was thrill to see began to gaze on it unblinkingly.
Suddenly a man has died and people started to think that
it was killed by kobold .During the funeral when knell
was being hit.One musician has come then and started
regaling with some mordant trick.He was doing some speechless
cogent conversation with god and all the people
staring at them in agog ,expecting something strange.But
there were a few captious people who pointed ....but musician
has a firm redoubt.Musician indicated about children
not to see these things n child abscond secretly.There were
gamut of handkerchief in his hand in that shiny aestival
season.But i have noticed that musician has a habit of
desultory from one trick to other.One of irascible viewer
became so angry to his acumen.His scion was also beside
there.But musician was having multifarious acting capability
and all people were ebullient enough to see more.

Hey Hey Hey stay here u can find difficult word in lexicon .
One thing about my brother is that he is slugabed and told
this story when he was sleeping.Is not it strange.
Try to choose flags after studying vexillology