The Other Facet of Same Coin [Metamorphism of Man]

This Rashlaxmi Narayan is really a very interesting personality .
He used to pass the story as the wheel of time progresses.Here is
another self stated past of his life :

I am an extremely emotional guy albeit it doesn't seem anyhow,
thinking always in terms of emotion.It is another thing that no
one ever has understood my unconditional emotion except
my closest.Outer world is completely different with respect to
inner world for each individual.Inner world is like a beautiful
dream where everything seems to happen in tandem with the
silent pace of our wisdom.When I return back in my house after
leaving the anger at my desk in the office,I compel to start
thinking about myself ,as feeling alone always ,as if without any
shelter ,deprived of something unknown which doesn't seem to
step it's pace towards me with open arms.In opposition going
away from me ,leaving me with a heavy heart .Past is very hard
to forget, left me alone with a blank life.There is no way to
express my emotion and so continuously enervating my
identity.There is no way to escape rather to pinch it inside
the heart .It takes a lot of effort every day to keep it there to
remain sangfroid.So much energy leaking everyday to remain
compose .Consequence is very appalling .My personality has
become so irritating that even a simple word could irk me.
At the time of joining this company,I had a dream of building a
beautiful twinkling world that can glimmer with intense
glow as the time passes.But things always do not go in right way .
Most of time ,it goes in contrary.One such wrong move and my
world of dream has been thrashed for more than a year.
Emotion has been misused so badly that I never thought it before .
I got it very hard and embarrassing.Heart started changing so
rapidly like a storm which wants to flow away everything that
comes in its way.Emotion started dying and
hatred ,rudeness,arrogance,shamelessness took a
stronghold instead .I became emotionless without any mercy like
a dangerous man for this so called corporate world.
Not caring about any one, with the primary emphasis on my respect.
I almost forgot myself, my values and a humanity which I used to
boast of .When I look back into the past one year ,comparing the
present one , there is complete human metamorphism with a sea
change.An impractical man has been evolved to keep pace with
this so called ephemeral world without caring anything about
human values .This is been so much polluted that, it has
poised the inherent character that was impossible to get
adulterate.I don't want to roam with this facade but circumstances
left me only to choose this one.I am really sorry.

What could be done ,you tell me !!!!!!!!!!!!