LIMITING Infinity

Indigo S4SDN touched down on Shivaji Chatrapati Airport around 5 PM on Friday 4^th December 2009.I was making me comfortable with the new glam slam of Mumbai. Many coolies ran towards me to grab my VIP as if I am very important person but this courtesy is only because of hungry abdomen of them. I had the imagination, all the things would have changed when I saw the Mumbai in 2001 but as it is in our vein not to change we, even if world would. Same Mumbai except some skyscraper here and there, same rush of workers, same routine, nothing has changed so far at the core. Perhaps we have taken oath not to change since ancient time.

I flicked on my cell and dialed number 99317…. My junior from kgp barked on me “Who is this?”

I replied back gently “Hey calm down, this is me”. I asked him for the options of reaching at his location. He suggested many but auto rickshaw suits me always.

“How many bucks to reach Borivali East?” I asked to one monster who was trying to burn a “Biri” inside his auto.

”250 bucks” Monster replied back taking a long smoke inside his lungs.

I told him 100 bucks.” Head your way! Mere Malik” he replied politely but full of sarcasm.

100 meters away there were two auto rickshaw one behind other. Both were frowning on me hopelessly, perhaps I spent much time bargaining with first one. I walked there and told him 125 bucks; other was looking at me perhaps thinking that he lost one scapegoat for today. The other one eventually replied 140 bucks. I moved inside the auto and yawned. Done!

I sat holding exam notes in my hand, perhaps a few pages could be managed while traveling. But how is that possible in new place. My attention always used to spread around ferreting something new. After a while one auto rickshaw passed by furiously with printed ”Limiting Infinity” on the back side of cover. I looked at it and started thinking what does it mean?

Well there are many explanations. This word first reminds me “Lata Mangeshkar”,”R.D.Berman”,”Javed Akhtar”, “Sachin Tendulkar”,”Amitabh Bachhan”,”Shahrukh Khan”, My favorite “Amir Khan” etc.

I was busy looking around for something, expecting something different that emphasize the fact that it is the land where most stars of India live. But not a stint of their presence touched my sense that supports the imagination.

The Mumbai, Where there is glamour, energy, spirit, speed, intelligence, art, most importantly zeal to excel in the world. Well some are true but most false. Nothing exciting comes in my sight, same old way of city life flow. Nothing enormous that fills my curiosity to exalt myself .I was wandering how the people use to call this city the “Dream of India”. Had they been suffered on local train, they could have thought of it “The City of Hell”. There is no dream to survive here. All seem fake wearing façade on their face. Every one is busy with their life, going on duty, working routinely. No attachment, how have they been habituated? Meaningless are the words “Silence”,”Rest”,”Stability”,”Honesty”,”Trust”,”Emotion”here. No one talks about Sachin, Amitabh as we watch in TV, Newspaper, Radio, on Internet.

Let me define the word now:

Limiting => Putting Barrier or Demarcation implies Narrowing

Infinity => Indefinable, Endless, Unreachable

Beautiful Meaning “Narrowing the Unreachable”.

Well In the context of Mumbai and lived glamour there, this word has great relevance though. Let us go back to talk about the stars and their glamorous world who want to leave behind their mark in every Indian mind. They are making violent effort day and night to leave something unbelievable for us to sell something in the market. If I talk about Sachin Tendulkar, there would be shortage of word to define him. Same is true for Lata,Madhubala,Dilip Kumar,Amitabh,Shahrukh and many more who already touched the sky .If I start exploring each individual God knows how many books would have been pulished.Each of them are vertical in their fraternity.

Now questions arise. Do they feel like being at top? Why are they famous? What is the reason person are so excited to see a glimpse of them? Why media is always chasing them? How are we getting affected? How the country is being served from them? Only the money is our ultimate goal? Only richer are revered in this era? Are we insane or they are legendry? Is it only money game?

I haven’t seen anything amazing in Mumbai which convinces me to realize that these legends even exist there. I might not be true, it is individual perspective of looking at things but who the hell is making such lingering hype about them. Those are modern communication system which waves the things instantaneously. Today media is fast like electric current. There are five (TV, Radio, Newspaper, Internet, Movies) strong forms of media which get the attention of most people. How effective the media is? It is hard to imagine its strength. They can make any infamous one to famous in few seconds. If this is the case of an infamous ,can you imagine what could be the circumstances when they publicize the hype mania for a famous one who are thriving ingeniously to remain glorious in every eyes ?The scenario would be far more obtrusive. This is huge business not only for the celebrities but for media as well. They are publicized to sell the business supported by them. Recently I heard about a movie. The budget to make this movie was 70 million dollar but revenue generated was approximately 370 million. Everywhere there is rush to grab as much money as they can in short life without caring about whether they are going to use it in whole of the life or not.

People get excited to see even a glimpse of stars because they are rich, famous. Perhaps we pretend ourselves to feel like famous even by shaking a hand or standing by stars for a moment. And not only that we use to publicize our photo or stars signed autograph on most famous public forum “Orkut”.The reason we chase the star is to feel the fulcrum of eminence. On the other hand, despite the fact that stars are well renowned, they themselves don’t realize what we realize about them. But they are trying hard to hide themselves because their importance lies in the fact that they should not be easily accessible in public. If they do our treatment would be devoid of wondrous respect. However we hold the rope of hope, God knows when our luck will flip like a coin and will be counted among celebrities and eventually will be rich just by interacting with them. These unfruitful hopes always drive us to orient towards those icon.

Let us think about a situation when all the communication system is shutdown. All the form of media (strong or weak) is severed. No TV, No Newspaper, No Internet, No Movies, No Radio, no any communication device like phone, cell etc. All are being destroyed. All connections have been broken. What will happen?

[Think for a moment what you read .Realize it how heavily we are dependent on these items.These are integral part of our life.If those will be abandoned instantly we will feel a havoc,a massive disorder in our life but very soon we realize..........]

World will sink into a deep silence. First time people will realize a standstill. A passivity which will be endless. Time would seem slowing down its frequency. Everything would start looking different. The people will feel burden less. We will be in a completely new world which seems running very smoothly without any noise. People will start behaving well. There would be no competition. All would feel light as if something heavy fell down from their head. Most of psychological disease will get cured automatically. We will feel complete harmony and mutual acceptance. Can you imagine the situation?

Extremely calm, smooth, soft and plain life which would be quiet, normal and natural. No news of being grandeur, famous, celebrities, no rush, no competition, all new and a very silent life where a few know Sachin, movie aficionado knows who is Amitabh, Shahrukh, rest would be unaware of them .We won’t be so excited to hear them. We won’t be dying to shake a hand with them. They would be like normal person but famous, not because of media but because of their hard work, their skill, their sacrifice. They would be at pinnacle but lacking arrogance. They are still unreachable because of their milestone built but could be assumed like us with whom we can share our feelings easily without any presumed intentions. We will feel, they are like us who are famous for their bravery, dedication, determination hard work and all whole life sacrifice not because of media hype or so.

LOST IN WIND

A young guy was sauntering on the road in the evening. He was a graduate from one of the top technical institute of India. How he thinks, was not different but of his own. He had the desire to leave behind most. As the world has done experiment in every realm wherever possible to exploit for the growth .So he was wandering, looking for something which is completely untouched. Exploring a new thing is tough nut in today’s world but he hold the confidence that one day will come when world will see a dawn.

One Year Before:

He feels sad sometimes, how this globe is running like same everyday. Same life, no excitement, no progress for most of them, yes though the progress might be for individual but as en masse it seems alike. Same screeching car on the road, bikes, rising buildings, daily routine of family, buying goods, enjoying with friends, watching movies, shopping in the mall etc. He is not able to draw anything new out of it. Adhering to daily life is our necessity but there should be something in addition to that which would disseminate the true value of life. How these people used to enjoy the same routine for whole of the life and die away at the end like no different. He is planning, how to invest his energy, Where to invest. Completely confused, unable to find a way.

He saw the world and experienced it but seems cliché all the time as if God has stopped creating new thing. His creativity has been blunt ? How could it be, when the supremacy will slow down embellishing his grandeur epitome? No, it is vague; he needs to uncover the film on his eyes to see the world optimistically.He is the possibilities of wondrous outcomes. The contents in him is enormous, an opportunity was waiting to explore in him, the hidden and slept energy. Someone needs to ignite the contents.

He followed a meaningless way over his life but each way leads to some kind of successful experiment. The experiment in which, he relates the network of consequences widespread. Normally people look at him as an ordinary human but perhaps there is no any one among them who cares to pay meticulous attention. He performs the process so smoothly without any presumed intention but what draws from them are far more enormous and relevant than any one thinks. The methodology is most of the time opposite, kept him aside always from rest of the world. He knows that he might be no where at the end but the passion to do vigorous always keeps him straight on the track.

I should not say, he will be classified in any group existed on the earth. A new kind of human, who is as if pioneer of future generation. The indication of new age which will evolve in coming history to replace these hackneyed one. A fresh and pristine age will be contrived which will lay down the path of new world, perhaps a dream world that will fantasize everyone to envisage amazing to happen.

To reach up to this level of thinking, he sacrificed a lot in his life, perhaps circumstances want him to shape in that way. He struggled himself like warrior not to bend down when confronted with the grueling challenges but one after another more horrible facts stood with opened mouth in the way. These bombardments of farce made him emotionless like a rock. The consequence became really pathetic, he commanded himself with all. Now sex doesn’t attract him. Girl has no value except being a human. He forgot to distinguish between the opposite sexes. I should not say, he forgot but doesn’t care about those silly matters. He found the equilibrium where there is neutrality. Where there is no wish to go at the other end. He controlled his wishes, desires, dreams, and expectations from others. All sacrifice to achieve one, “kill them if one doesn’t seem to achieve”, was his motto. Leave behind all earthy association which prevents him to kiss his pinnacle. All have been killed. Now he can control himself to complete his mission, to reach at his final destination. Only paramount interest for him is to dig deeper, to devise something which will prove to be a milestone in the history. Such a big dream to nurture !!!

How much should I emphasize, that seemingly simple human who has a beauty of heaven but rarely being noticed in crowd. His mind works in alone. There are two facets of his brain, one that works when he is in the vicinity of society, when he performs the normal duties for his livelihood, and other that works when he is in alone. Here I am talking about the other facet of brain. Well,Please mind that different facets don’t construe as the split personality because split personality is kind of syndrome.

"A relatively rare dissociative disorder in which the usual integrity of the personality breaks down and two or more independent personalities emerge".

But he is able to use his brain in at least two ways, a kind of natural multiplicity function found in every brain, don’t confuse with parallelism of processing, it is different from that. For example like a computer hardware which is like a black box, an empty space before installing an operating system and once you install it, your hardware functionality multiplies depending upon the number of software you have installed in the OS. It could be interpreted in other way also that empty space can be replace with another advanced operating system erasing the older one and then your system will execute faster, efficiently and in more robust way. So brain is also like a hardware in which different OS and software can be installed as they require in time.

Well now let me resume my attention on him.

He is so concentrated towards inside that outer world seems sometimes falsity. Nothing has left to try which can influence him to enjoy. No way to change as if there has been built a reflecting fortress around him. Extremely calm as he appears to conserved the fire storm floating inside. How much effective is his outer controlled system which has balanced the storming waves inside to remain silent and somber?

He believes in breaking all the rules, ethnicity, and ethics so as to feel free from any kind of bond. Effect has resulted into a man who has become independent of all cohesion.

You know when you live, you can die easy. Analogy is copied; he lived all that was possible up to his strength, feels satisfied, consequence is an independent identity. He doesn’t have the vested interest in repeating the things. Craving for something fresh always elevated him to devise a kind of energizing possibilities leaving behind the average.

My brain stops working when I think about his way of immaculate thinking, his style of synthesis.

At present:

There are so many things to ponder upon but circumstances never spare anyone. I saw him with heavy heart going away. My eyes became tired and he never came back. After one year I was chewing cashew on a piece of paper and my sight transfixed on the headline “Mr. X has met with a car accident”

Aries Description

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Aries Description

Sign No.	1
English Name	Aries
Sanskrit Name	Mesha
Meaning of Sanskrit Name	The Ram
Type	Fire
Lord	Mars

Aadyaha smrito meshosamanmoortyhi kaalasya murdhaa gaditaha puranai
Soajavikasancharakandaraadristenagnidhatvakararatnabhumihi

[Mesha ( Aries ) Rashi looks like a lamb and is located at the head of Kalapurasha (Ursha major). It moves over pastoral lands and mountains. It lives in hidden places, fire, and the mines of metals and gems.]

Being the first sign of the Rashichakra, Mesha ( Aries ) represents the raw energy of life itself, which is the first step in being part of the universe.

Mesha Jatakas ( people born under aries ) are doers. Impulsive, spontaneous and headstrong, often self-centered, Mesha ( Aries ) is always, fearless and brave almost to a point of foolishness, but he never carries malice. Born leaders, Mesha ( Aries ) make their actions and presence felt. They want what they want and when they want life on their terms and don not compromise on it.

When a Mesha ( Aries ) sets out to accomplish something, he will literally `ram? his way to success. Mesha ( Aries ) individuals react in a physical way to everything. Their impulsiveness is seen when they dash off to achieve before they take time to reason things out intellectually. They harbour emotional and passionate nature. This trait inspires and flatters others, but it is their impatience and rash behaviour, which put one off. However their frustration and anger are also quickly forgotten. Often their unbridled enthusiasm backfires and they lose interest just as quickly as they gained it.

Active, fiery, high-spirited, energetic, athletic, charismatic, courageous, optimistic, and friendly, Aries are lively participants in the everyday bustle of life. Often where others tread softly, it is usually the energetic Mesha ( Aries ) who is willing to start difficult projects. However, it is also the Mesha ( Aries ) who often fails to finish things when details demand too much of attention or they simply lose interest. They have a tendency to allow their enthusiasm to exceed their actual ability. Before taking something apart, they don't stop to wonder if they can put it back together. In spite of the physical energy associated with Mesha ( Aries ), they are not above using the inability of others to keep up with them as an excuse for their own idleness. If they expect others to provide them with constant stimulation and are unwilling to find their own diversions, they become lazy.

Mesha Jatakas ( people born under aries ) never shy away from testing new grounds. Their approach may be construed at times as arrogant and domineering; it does take a lot of focus to be a leader. Incurably romantics at heart, they will profess undying love for their beloved - a promise they are most likely to keep. Ideal life partners are most likely to be other Mesha ( Aries ), Simha ( Leo ), Dhanu ( Aquarius ), or Vrishchika ( Scorpio ). They do make caring partners, although at times you might expect too much from your spouse, this will be more so in the case of men than the Mesha ( Aries ) women who will settle down to their partners' habits more easily, and as for the Mesha ( Aries ) men ? they don't like waiting for things.

Twilight

Looking through the window

Swaying leaves of Greenish tree

Adorning veil of reddish light

Evening is making confluence with night

Felt cold breeze touched my hair

Senses enormous joy, how cold is air

Flowers are dancing with rhythms of nature

I am agog, holding pen in my hand

How beautiful is this evening

Embracing with diva of night

Cackling flying birds,

Making noise, going to nest

Swaying white curtain over the window

Caressing my face, touching lightly

Making me go crazy

Feeling my dream comes true

Felt heavenly joy, happening moment of life

Going to step down silently

To embrace with the night

Unforgettable evening of today

Recall me the childhood

When I sat in the jungle

To watch the sinking sunset

Frequency [Wander of Nature]

I was in the cab heading my office. Keeping mum, not blabbering with anyone as I use to be, feeling sleepy. Suddenly I got a jerk while taking a left turn and became attentive. Oh, what is this? The Jerk reverberated my inner thought and I compelled to start thinking about vibration and eventually frequency has flashed out into my mind.
What is this "Frequency"? I never ever thought about it but now it amazed me in a way that it is something on which almost everything in the nature is related directly or indirectly.

I had learnt this word since my school days but the importance of this has never been realized before .I don't have a way to start the topic because it is so vastly spread that categorizing it into different field is so difficult.
I want to cite few areas to emphasize the thought that the "Frequency" is the only thing which is common in all. Though we understand the meaning of it but couldn't realize the exhaustive application of this.

1. Human Brain
2. Wave, Resonance
3. Frequent Real Life,Music
4. Life Cycle
5. Astronomical Rotation
6. Duality of Particle
7. Quantum Physics
8. Nanotechnology
9. Modern Physics, Photo electric effect, Atom Bomb
10. E=hv

If I talk about "Human Brain", how it functions while solving a problem it is the frequency of processing. The manipulation we are doing in our mind to reach at an appropriate and right solution. Again the importance lies in the fact that how frequently this mind can do the computation and calculation. The sharpness of mind depends upon the frequency of using brain intelligence efficiently. Our human body drives every action through electric signal and those signals are controlled by brain which is again the frequency power, a broad topic of biology "Neuroscience" to explain it profoundly. The task of neural science is to explain behavior in terms of the activities of the brain. How does the brain marshal its millions of individual nerve cells to produce behavior, and how are these cells influenced by the environment.

Let us talk about something practical which is called Science. In relation to it only one thing can be said in unison that Science can't live without "Frequency".
Every sphere of science is completely interrelated with frequency. It is beyond imagination to think about it without frequency. I am not going to extend this topic ahead till any uninteresting length but want to pour as much as I can within the interest of human being. So cutting it short there are some examples which will explain the diversified application of this.

Starting from the solid, liquid, gas everything based on bond energy to contain that particular form of matter but when energy is supplied, it starts converting into other because of the increment of frequency of particle.

Whether it is de Broglie postulation about the duality of particle nature or the photoelectric effect by Albert Einstein, these scientist though gave wander of nature in our hand but one thing is very common among them
"The Frequency". From quantum physics to nanotechnology to most advanced physics, everywhere there is an interaction of wave. Wave is everywhere which invisibly affecting our life most. From simple instrument like TV remote to satellite, from radio to missile, from cell phone to Large Hadron Collider[LHC,Geneva],I found only one thing prevalent and that is frequency.

Not only is that, our real life also exposed with this. Practically, whatever is frequent seems to be either hazardous or boon for us. For example, suppose any person is very frequent to do any job, assumed to be very productive, on the other hand there are certain things which are frequent but might be dangerous/harmful like using anything excessively whether watching movies, sitting frequently in front of computer, talking frequently with girls(he he ), repeating same kind of work etc. Everywhere is repetition and so they are directly related with frequency.
If we talk about life cycle it is also rotating from childhood to younger to older (closest to childhood).Another point of view would be to think about rebirth. God is always putting everything into one thing "Cycling" and eventually frequency comes into the light.

Moving => Frequency

Above analogy seems awkward but it is not like that. In the context of Nature, did you observe that any body or particle doesn't follow straight line path but always travels on circular path as if nature believes itself in revolving in some way.
Whether it is life cycle, water cycle, energy cycle, death/birth, revolving is the fundamental property of nature and so at the core frequency seems to be the basic on which everything relies directly or indirectly.

Nobody could remain untouched with this word whether they are literate or illiterate; this affects everything in the nature. Though scientist go in researching about many thing to find the fundamental of nature, to find the basic particle but when they are closest to most fundamental they left nothing in hand but only the frequency. For example, what is electron? It is again characterized by frequency.
Is it possible that we can isolate this word from our world? No, we can't because if we segregate it, we left nothing to survive. Every equipment or instrument of world from tiny to largest (LHC) works closely with frequency.

Lastly, when God has created this universe or we can say when this universe had evolved, the basic thing happened out of this is the cycling, rotation around something. I don't know if time would come when one gets to know that this universe is also rotating around something, some Superpower.

So folks,ponder about this beautiful and miraculous word,though my presentation is so short or might be lacking of content but it would have certainly given you a glimpse of what I wanted to highlight.This is really a buzzword for me and perhaps might be for you too if you seriously think about it.
And remember a basic property of nature is "The Super and Deadly Frequency".

Dream Angel

One day an angel will arrive

Never is she ever going back

Her soft tiptoe rings in my ears

Day and night

Every moment I long for her so bad

One day an angel will arrive

Befriends with flowers

Softer than the buds

The moment I look at her

She will be a bundle of shyness

Delicately, shyly, nervously, coyly

With cloudy tresses, with terrified lips

She is going to astound me as she arrives

One day an angel will arrive

Never is she ever going back

Her soft tiptoe rings in my ears

Day and night

Every moment I long for her so bad

Wearing the veil of love

Adorning the henna of your dreams

Gazing deep in your eyes

Sweeping the distance away

She will sing songs of your love as she arrives

One day an angel will arrive

Never is she ever going back

The Golden Age

When I was child, everyone loves me
I was free, I was innocent, and I was pure
Playing with birds, chasing a butterfly
I was naughty, I was carefree, and I was close
Teasing with kids, giggling with mother
I was chirpy, I was cheerful and I was baby
Sleeping in mother's lap, listening her lullaby
I was secure, I was protected, and I was in heaven
Blabbering with grandfather, laughing with father
I felt nearness, I was satisfied, and I was beloved
Going to school, traveling on tour
I was happy, I was excited, and I was curious
Walking in the field, watching sunset
I was silent, I was beautiful
Sleeping in the night, Gazing moonlight
Light from twinkling stars, Endless Blue sky
I was thoughtful, I was dreamy

Grown up I am now, no one loves me
All have abandoned, no one cares me
I am rude, I am disgruntled, and I am alone
Nature left me behind, Innocence has been died
I am cruel, I am arrogant and I am distant
Responsibility on shoulder, Society around
I am careless, I am disobedient and I am bound
Please return my childhood; I want to be child once more
I am lost, please return my heyday, and return my golden age

Life of Solitude

Hey this is not real ?

Heart feels lonely, emptiness surrounds me

Hope has been fade away, eyes have been dried
Still arrogance hovers over, how much I have cried

Struggling every instant with me, moment of regret fills my life
Give me the way please, I want back my life
Life lost in desert, no hope of single drop of water
Raging thirst ruined me alive,
Still waiting silently for pool of water

Darkness doesn't want to fade away,
Please open my window, let light come
Give me one chance I want my life again,
Yes I want to live again

Living with heavy heart and body, pressing me down
Incapable of carrying more, want to desert my own
Sojourn of solitude thumped me deeply,
Beholden eyes look far away
Filled me with your presence,
Before my life of solitude torn me steeply

Heart got slowed down, sinking in my thought

Oh no this is not I born for, how much I have fought
Suffered a long journey, I feel so tired
Want to take some rest, for rest of my life

My Eternal Love

"A very simple try for the first time :-)"

I lost when you smile,
I cried when you feel sad.
Wanted to be your friend forever,
Couldn't you let me come ever.

You can't be so wrong, I know
But won't you let me feel for a while.
I can live with this for whole life,
Give me one moment for sake of my life.
I wanted to make you happy,
Oh no what I did, you felt so unhappy.
Couldn't forgive myself, waiting for you,
Still I am same, wishing for you.

Your smile is fragrance,
Still make your presence alive
Though you are miles away,
I am acquainted with your vibes.
Don't let me die alive
Just for a while let me shelter you,
I will be complete let me pamper you.

There is last breath left,
Come over here let me see you again,
I won't remain the same, when you see me again.

I pray to God, You keep smile,
Never feel sad, remember me a while,
Oh my eternal love,
When you feel a life of solitude,
I will whisper in your ear,
You will behold me with your eyes.

Human Mind Beyond Imagination

Folks read it very intently and slowly otherwise it is just a few lines. Find your leisure time don't be in hurry.

You must be aware of that human mind didn't get anything new easily. Always it makes some analogy to understand something which is completely nascent. If it doesn't make out some relationship with earthy body then it is assumed to be mere futile. Any thing which makes sense to mind seems to be realistic.
Suppose you discover something ,which is naive to scratch out some meaning ,it is not important for earthy people .There are still tons of things ,that would be finest area of research, hidden and mysterious in the grave of nature. We are not extending our imagination beyond the things around us. This mind is full of contents, it is whole universe. It can be extracted much more than what we are thinking up to. The only thing we have to do is to put effort ,apply the maximum stress on it and the ideas will start flashing out all around our head like the rays emanating from a intense glowing mass.

Well many of us don't bother to preserve those ideas as they come spontaneously like a tiny flash. It doesn't matter what is the state of mind and body, the mind keeps working all the time. Any time anywhere you have been realized that while thinking something, something else has stroked and you felt… oh my god, this is really a miraculous concept why don't we work towards this but in reality it seems very difficult to implement. And at that very moment the concept seems worthless and the excitement you felt just a while ago, vanished away. That is how one important idea has been discarded though it could have been very fruitful if some thoughts have been put on it. This continuum goes on through your entire life and one of masterpiece of Nature died away without anything which was full of everything.

Now what I am going to tell you is meaningless conversation for you and perhaps for me too. But meaningless has own existence. Whether you follow mine or not that decides your sane and rationale. I don't compel you to believe but at least you can put your kind attention to this whole idea of foolishness.

How can the Imagination imagine? Imagination that is real because it is perceptible by mind but not real because it is supposition. What do you think about cogitating for Imagination? Keeping attention and considering about imagination seems rational but it is not so easy. Expressing thoughts on pen and paper is so difficult because there is no way, shape, structure or any format of emotion. Every thought is consequence of emotion. Let me try it anyhow.
What human being is pondering about something is normal, which is called Imagination. Now if this mind is being activated slightly above without being disturbed by your ambiance, it would reach on second stage (not full) i.e. beyond the normal state. This stage is like relaxed mind where everything seems to be in equilibrium. Now hold on for sometime over here. Make your surrounding trouble free without any noise or anything that deviates your mind. If you will be disturbed at this point, the elevated stage will recover back. The surge of energy accumulated at your mind will disperse. Now put stronghold on yourself at this stage and ponder here then you will be elevated slightly more and start realizing the complete second stage of mind. At this stage you will see how the imagination is being imagined. Everything seems floating, your thoughts, dream, wishes; even your body will feel weightlessness. Now suppose if anyone wants to lift up his body against gravity, he can do so. It would be like completely unbelievable state even all real things start behaving as virtual. So the host can manipulate anything according to his mind. There is complete freedom, no rule, no structure, no shape just the condensed cloud of energy and that source of energy can be shaped in any form lived or dead. You can be dead in a moment, could be alive after sometime beyond the rule governed by nature. Dead or Alive is not different but two form of energy out of nothing. They can fluctuate into each other without being implied by any force. It would happen like everything is so easygoing. Completely spontaneous. That is called independence of Energy.

Dead <=> Alive

can be thoughtful and interlinked. Then death will not remain a mystery and would be subtle part of energy cycle of Nature. There would not be fear anymore for death and it would be equivalent to be alive. Everyone can embrace any out of both without fear. And world will realize the independent existence of

Dead <=> Alive Equilibrium

What we call it the duality of life cycle.

I don't think it is beyond the scope of nature; after all we are part of it and still have a lot to explore.

[Appearance of Demons from Angels] Continue...

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Second Episode

One good day, while he was about to step up in the cab, she chirpily told him to sit on the front seat as one vacant seat was there. He did it giving a silent consent to her and settled on the seat beside one of female colleague. Well that was the first time she spoke a word to him. He was too excited and happy on that day that finally she shared something for him. He would be good friend of her. But at the same time much wary to confront.

That was fortunate day, after all someone recognized him finally and trying to get access of him. When they wrapped up with their daily work around 8 PM evening, she gently headed towards his bay and started whispering with his colleague (Shalini) beside whom he sits in the organization. He felt good that she is nice, interested to make friendship. Though as normally happens, Girls are always expecting that boys should talk first and care for her, so she didn't gave any direct cue to him to take a short stroll. He keeps his eyes on every detail of her. She talked for sometime with Shalini and left the office to catch the cab. There was no any sign of prelude of being arrogant. But you know those who used to be quite and silent all the time but performing well in their way of working, are not to be assumed asinine.

Before that, after a few days of joining that organization he searched in the "Orkut" about her "Anjali Awasthi". What is this, nice…Good profile. So many testimonials from her friends, huh all bullshit, aren't they figurehead, writing crap all time trapping her for being haughty. They are not assumed to be good pals who publicize her facade. Usually girls got many testimonials on the orkut and used to boast of her being talented, focused and angel but the ground reality is almost the opposite most of the time. It has been seen when he used to surf through others profile, many writes for "about me: My Friends Testimonial says everything." in the orkut profile as the first impression of being fake.

Almost all are pretended statement exaggerating false quality and skill. If they are so nice then what is their use for the others by the way. Just to impress the others profile visitor or keep elevated themselves filled with pretentious arrogance. What is of being so good? Did you help anyone even ones in a lifetime. Have you taken any step to tackle the problem for those who suffer everyday even for a scrap of bread? Did you contribute for any victim without any expectation? You won't do such thing but yes you can put many testimonials on the orkut .Not up to that, he saw many times girls pleading for this and if they are not being pacified with splendid one, break the friendship or will ignore them for few months. This is the friendship meant for them who pretend to be calling themselves Angles. What type of arrogance is this? He doesn't even tell them that they are qualified to be called as real arrogant. Arrogance has much application and being a real arrogant is itself a quality.

I swayed away far from my compendium; let us resurrect on his examination.

That evening was last when he stepped down and exchanged an unsteady look before she went on holiday for more than three weeks. Next day as usual her friend (Gunjan Chauhan) was alone in the cab, gave him a missed call to hurry up for the office. He got into the cab on the front seat straightaway without having spread his sight of vision beyond his walking steps. No blabbering heard from behind, driver is speeding up the cab as if he feels that weight on tyre is minimal today, only two person, so he doesn't need to take care of them if the cab will have an accident only two lives would be in danger. What happened to Driver! It has been usually seen that, when there is one or two person in the cab, he used to pull away unnecessarily. Doesn't he get some common sense? How come! If he has little, he would have become more than what he is. Huh… leave it.

He peeked behind, she was not there. A sad day again, whole day was like suffering, left the office early and falls asleep on his bed without even taking dinner at that night.
Many days have been passed away, waiting for her to gaze smiling face.
Meanwhile the route and roster for them have been changed and so they will be traveling in different cab now onwards. Holy shit, this is really very ridiculous discretion taken by the management. At least they should have given some more time to get a chance to hobnob with her.

Now wait has been last today. She came today just in front of him, unwillingly chatting with her colleague (Preeti Kant) who used to sit opposite to him on the other side of bay.

He was transfixed to see her, she looks absolutely bewitching today as if she just waked up from bed after snatching a sound sleep, splashed her face with cold water and took a straight way to make her presence. Somehow he managed to turn away his eyesight from her as she too made an eye contact with him for few seconds. His heart was pounding rapidly, got blushed letting his eyelid drop slowly and fixed on the computer screen without arresting others look upon him.

Oh my god she is so daring, he was giggling quietly.

See next Episode when he got to know the real about her.

Appearance of Demons from Angels

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First Episode

Hi Reader “Rashlaxmi Narayan” is back,he was on research,something real incident for four months duration.Here is his research :

Being an IITian is of no use until they have some thing lateral. After all IITs are not recognized because of their brand or standard but those are the excellent and bright students of India who touched the pinnacle and gave them the unique standard to qualify as a top Institution of India. So Rashlaxmi Narayan is one of them who use to think independently, though it seems to others that he is so arrogant because of being reticent but reality was far from there. He doesn’t see himself as very special or different from others but yes, he is different or special in way as any child of God is. Being a natural and simple is so difficult in this so called selfish world. He wanted to evolve himself naturally, being untouched by ethics, rules, tradition, beliefs and tenet.

For example let us think for sometime, about a new born baby, who is completely innocent and oblivious of the surrounding, has been kept at a place where there is everything natural, adaptable ambience to grow him naturally without being touched by any kind of cultural and social life. After a few years how will he become? It is very simple to answer; no doubt he would be very natural but ingrained with natural events. But any way he would be closest to nature. Far from haughtiness, bound of culture, principle and complexities of earthy human being, he could see the amazing nature of God being himself not others.

But what about those who were born from us, lived in a society but throwing hands and legs to survive naturally. How difficult would be for them to even take a single breath in this so called modern and high standard, state of the art world. Let him make clear over here that he is not against the progress or prosperity but to cope with this world of being exposed from such types of Demons which always coexist with Angels. So running away from this is like being cowardice. He can understand the world very well not only with evidence but to support that he uses to experiment himself and others for every moment. Here he comes with another real experiment by him after being muted for four months.

He is fond of cynosure but very scary that every good is supported by dangerous instinct. So handling the beauty is so difficult, in relation to that he wanted to know what is the reality behind the sublime beauty of Girls, what are those supported by. It is a story about a girl who seems to be very innocent but reality is something else. You decide and ponder over it, if it is countable for you ever in life.

She was very nice and attractive, so cute indeed .He saw her first time in the office on the first day. She is laborious and studious as well. Well, everything was going good and normal. So he wanted to be good friend of her only as it is very difficult to find one who has those attributes alone. But looking someone from some distance is not as much worthy before being acquainted with her. As it always seems pretty when you look someone from somewhere because at that time you are only thinking about her beauty, facial attraction, her good gesture, smile, physique and blah blah… ignoring her inherent property and demerits.

As being a student of science it is very natural to think about anything scientifically. Scientist, when he tries to find the parasite in host, keeps the specimen for incubation period and trying to feed the parasite with all the necessary nutrients to appear it abundantly. When it appears, it is assumed to be diseased tissue or else healthy.

So he knows well enough that before being tested on his threshold it would be distressful to shake his hand with her. After all he was gem as far as the human being is concerned, always keeps others as the top priority to not heart in any manner even if he has been misused by several before that. So he wanted to decipher her original face that was hidden behind her skin. Always one question in his mind used to swirl, is she really having a beautiful face with good heart or in contrary only the skin?

He started gazing her for few days .For some days she ignored him but then she also used to look at him sometimes laterally. As a new joiner, company provided accommodation facility for few days to stay in a PG. Fortunately the route for their residence was same, so they use to sit in the same cab. But as always he was calm and reticent avoiding making unnecessary badinage. Even though they were traveling in the same cab but he didn’t get any chance to speak to her.

On the other side in the organization management was thinking about something wiser attempt to take against some inefficient employees. As it was the recession time, so they are planning to lay off some of them. And he saw the first time in front of his eyes, how they have been sent red signal to leave the company. That moment was very emotional, some of them were crying, some were gabbling, a few well wishers are giving them some solace, good wishes for future, in return they thanked to their closest unwillingly.

But he saw her dripping eyes while saying Goodbye to her friends with whom she shared joy and sorrow. He was transfixed to see her; she is too emotional as he is. Much top management was laughing at laid off employees as if they have shown their strength and is super power of world. But if the management will consider the others emotion as their important aspect then it would be very difficult to run the company. This is corporate world folks, where if you have skill and efficiency, you will be revered or otherwise your ass will be kicked out. There is simple philosophy for most of the organizations:

“Keep the Best, Kick the Rest”

So due to lay off enough vacancy has been created here and there on the floor, management started to shrink all of them so that it should look tidy and keep the eyes on all of them simultaneously. Fortunately she came just in front of his bay. Now he used to see her more frequently.

One good day, while he was about to step up in the cab, she chirpily told him....................

See Next Episode ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

South City Shopping Spree

After taking a short fiesta, at 3 pm I woke up stretched my arms, sat on the bed hanging my legs beside the corner of my cot. Thinking something without any thing at mind. Oh life is so boring yarrrrr.What should I do to make it enjoyable?

Dialed cell number 99325..., Hello, Anu kya kar raha hai re.

Ohhhh...Sala… Saturday ko bhi chain se sone nahin deta hai....Who are you man, he frowned on the cell phone .

Actually I called you to go to south city. Nah I am not interested, he replied.

Again dialed another number, I got more exasperating reply. Why are all behaving like this today?

Let me try another friend, he is so cool like elephant as his body also matched with it.

Hello Taklu... Kya kar raha hai re....

Saaale hi**a raha Hun, he voiced backed.
Come on yarrr, why are you bugging me,he fired again. I reminded him about the promise to go at South City.

Oh that is why you called me, Okay I will call you after half an hour, he replied.

No call till 2 hours passed away. He again fell into dream on his bed.

I thought, I should go somewhere at least to utilize the leisure time on Saturday. I went at Standard Chartered Bank to do some necessary banking proceedings. I saw my cell, it was 5.30 and bank was closed till then. Again dialed to mota [Taklu] and he gave consent to go at South City but at that moment, it was about to rain. After a few moments I got half wet as it was raining heavily. I caught a bus from PNB to YADAVPUR. The bus was full of wetted clothed passenger gossiping in Bengali. They can’t keep mum. Bad odour smells from everyone’s wet clothes. Suddenly one fatty woman came near, frowned at my face as if she wants to leave her anger caused by raining and settled on the seat beside me.Oh my God, Her sari was so stinking, and I turned my face left to see outside unwillingly. It was still raining but not so heavy. The weather was comfortable as it usually happens after all clouds fell down. Bus was moving ahead slowly, taking in of every passenger as they come near its way. Some kids were playing football in the ground .Birds were returning their wetted nest as it was just before twilight. Oh my cell is ringing. Surely it would be Taklu’s call.

Me: Hello

Taklu: Are kahan pe hai ?

Me: Pahuchne wala hun.Tu ??

Taklu:Bhak sala… mera ko time lagega.

Me: Kitna time lagega?

Taklu: May be 1 and half hour. Jaaamm mein funsaa hua hun…

Tu pahunchh jaa …main aata hun

Me: Thik hai.Enjoy your ride.

I reached at south city .Wow, it is good place. Lots of pretty girls enjoying, giggling, shopping with their friends. Oh I don’t have any one to even talk. So what? I am happy. In between Taklu’s bus was moving very slowly. He hails a taxi to reach soon. Finally after spending few extra bucks more as it is very annoying for him to invest a penny, he stepped down in front of South City Mall. We hugged with a big grin forgetting tiredness incurred after 2 hours of Kolkata’s bus journey. Then we started usual Bihari talks. He pointed out girls; See those girls…Hmm hot…

We came inside the Mall. What is this? Stage performance by many enthusiastic youngsters was making the crowd go wild. All were dancing crazily on hip hop. We stand on the first floor leaning forward keeping the hold of pipe. She was also dancing beside me, sometimes moving her eyes towards me. I kept myself busy looking at stage. Then one of her friend came and stood on the other side of her. Both were entertaining themselves keeping in mind that we are noticing both. Well nearly an hour spent and now performance has been put to end .We felt hungry .So we have decided to take something .We ordered some prepared items as I couldn’t recall exactly what was that and then sat nearby a beautiful couple who were busy making tryst. But our purpose was only to gaze that beautiful girl’s smile no matter what his boyfriend thinks about us. After a few minutes later one couple also sat nearby us who were like monster, trying to access our glance as we have been busy keeping our eyes constantly over the first couple. But we ignored letting them (especially girl) know that at least they should have good smile to attract someone’s transfixed gaze. What is this? Man! They rose up and moved to other seat where we can’t see them. No problem. I called the waiter to serve the dishes over that table. Now again we were closer to them .Her beau seemed to be irked but we were enjoying biting on items. That couple left the table. It is over now. Enough teasing.

Let’s walk around to gaze some more pretty girls. All have gone now after shopping. So Taklu, Can we head towards our room. He said yes, Lolly Jaan .He used to call me like this when he feels sad and angry. We came outside the mall and decided to walk few hundred meters to catch a bus. He started telling a story about a girl when he was at his home a few days before. How he fell into love with her and did everything that a man can do. Now he is in dilemma whether what happened was right or wrong. Feeling guilty and self-inflicted, I tried him to give some solace. I told him; take it easy, sometimes it happens. After all you didn’t make use of her; rather that was the outcome of mutual consent. He hugged me in return .I witnessed his eyes were telling everything that normally don’t use to be. I tickled on his cheek lightly, both of us laughed. Again we are backed in notorious mood. Hey… look at that sexy Girl…Hahaha…